A Small Things That Hurt Me
I’m not feeling better today. There’s something make me hurt. Not about love with a boy, because I never felt it. Th is is about my school. Believe it or not, I don’t like my school, seriously. Maybe it’s ordinary problem with other teenagers. But today, I feel the climax I’m not enjoy in here. It make me hurt. Very deep hurt. I’m not over, but that is my feeling, my heart said. There’re much reason I don’t like in here, it very different with my other friends: 1) I’m get bored in here. I think not bored caused lazy or something like that, I feel saturated. From kindergarten until senior high school, I’m at the same school. I don’t have different zone. It’s always same. I mean I’m not hopes the condition are change because my mother always said, “Don’t ever over hopes to change the condition, because it never change. It depends on you.” I know that, but I’m not okay live and getting school at the same zone for a long time. But, I’m not weak. I stay in here for a long